i cant barely remember when were we had our last conversations.
the truth is i've been missing you a lot. like alottt.
but until this night i've got the strength to write this thing.
dear ein,
i still remember how we used to had our long conversation in my house on the couch.
hahaha, our conversation was nothing but laughing at nonsense thing.
you've said ' kita kalau jumpa bukan sembang sgt pun, tgok muka pun dah puas'
hahah, at that point i wasnt agreed much, but some point it is true.
i mean, i miss seeing your smile, hearing your laugh, singing in the car while you're driving.
do you remember how u always ask me to go to take the license, cuz u're tired driving. hahaha poor you.
i guess we had spent a lot of our time on the couch at my house and in the car rather than in the park or somewhere else.
i still remember, that you've once said to me, 'kita ni kalau hg laki aku pompuan, aku rasa kita kawen dah, sebab tkdak sapa boleh faham aku mcm mana aku faham hg n hg faham aku'
hahaha, that was so true.
and do u still remember how we used to pleased each other if we had nothing that other people have.
although sometimes the words that we used, is nonsense, but it did make us feel happy and thankful.
dear ein, u still remember how quiet we've been in the car after we go to Aliaa walimatul urus.
at that time we kept saying she is so young, cant believe it, but the truth in our heart we wanna get married too.
hahaha , do u still remember that?
how i used to be ur shoulder when u cry,
your unpayable psychologist,
your sister,
your boyfriend,
the one who knew ur flaws and still loving you unconditionally
and dear erin,
you are the only one in the world who knows my secret jokes just by using eye contact.
the one who always scold me if i wanna buy everytime we stops at the petrol station.
u are the most loving-strict-friend of mine, irreplaceable
i wrote this tonight because i miss you so much.
i didnt knew how it started,
but we stop talking, texting, chatting each other anymore.
we act like we never knew each other,
the truth is, its hurting me.
i kept thinking, what went wrongs?
where are you.
i know, deep inside ur heart u know, u will never found another like us.
if i did a mistakes, tell me. i miss being ur besfriend. i miss you zaireen. there is no one that could ever make me laugh, n understand me like u did.
i miss being closed like before.
dear ein,
i love you so much, and hoping nothing that whatever you do, it will make you happy.
remember one things, i will always be there for you, like before.
please take a good care of yourself.
dont being too nice and let people step on you.
if they did, just tell me. you know what will i do rite?
hehe :')
i love you n i miss you so muchhhh kawan dunia akhirat.
assalamualaikum.
sayang buat semua :)
p/s: if you're reading this choose ' the a team by ed sheeran' it gives more feelings to its :)
